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[Jan. 22nd, 2012|10:54 pm] |
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I'm a bad person.
I know it's wrong to lie, but I did, and I'm so cold and I just needed to say it but now I have to just lie and lie and lie and I hate it. It's bad to lie.
But I can't stop. I have to keep lying or someone will find out and they'll take me back to that place.
And I like it here. I've got friends.
I don't want to go back.
But I don't know how to pay for anything, how long will it be before someone comes? |
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[Jan. 20th, 2012|11:07 pm] |
It's so cold it hurts
I don't like the cold
Ian-
I don't like it. Don't like this anymore |
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[Jan. 9th, 2012|11:02 pm] |
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I'm doing a project for school and I need to know how you pay heating bills but I can't ask my parents parents I have to ask someone else, does anyone know?
Grown up things are difficult
Private to Friends
I don't know who got me the big lovely sleeping bag thingy for Christmas but I love it so so much, thank you so so much. I wish you could tell me who you are so I can say thank you properly in person.
But thank you!
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I don't feel too well. I think I might be coming down with something. |
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[Dec. 24th, 2011|06:26 pm] |
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( Private )
Merry Christmas everyone. |
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[Dec. 17th, 2011|11:36 pm] |
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Private
They always do this but I thought
I thought maybe it would be different this time. I'm so STUPID, I hate myself that I do this, thinking they'd keep me when they've got a real one, and they couldn't even be bothered to take me back
Big Boys don't cry and I'm fifteen whole years now, and I haven't cried over this in.
I haven't, anyway, I'm not, I won't. Enough now.
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I've got a job and I've got some friends here. I'll be okay. I'll be fine. |
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